Crash & Burn
I really just did something soooo retarded. It is 10:25pm and I ate 2 big ol’ bowls of jambalaya!! My mom made it for Christmas and I put it in the freezer and some evil demon made me thaw it out and nuke it and boy was it devilishly delicious. My stomach feels like I swallowed a baby. Why did I do this? I think because I biked for 20 miles yesterday, and when I woke up this morning I was down to 133.4 pounds. Geez how weak am I!?!? Where is my willpower!?!? I finally lost a few pounds and look what I do! Ughhhh I’m mad at myself. Tomorrow I am going to have a perfect eating day. I need to pray more cause obviously this is out of my control. I need help from God; I can’t do this alone!!